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torn between

by Jan Knopf

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this town is painted in black and grey all bright colours they fade away these streets are cold and filled with dirt and these people they're all lost an hurt but in my headphones I hear these songs written by someone who was as lost as I feel right here and now and I raise my voice and I sing along and all these sad and angry songs they saved my life more than once yeah all these sad and angry songs they saved my life more than once I breathe out and I breathe in I close my eyes and count to ten I'm still alive when I open them means I survived once again and all these sad and angry songs they saved my life more than once yeah all these sad and angry songs they saved my life more than once
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all the places I never wanted to go all the secrets I never wanted to know all the lies I never wanted to tell all the ideals I never wanted to sell my bad decisions, the chances I didn't take all the wrong turns and all my mistakes from time to time they echo in my head from time to time I think about my regrets and if I could go back to change what went wrong I wouldn't change anything I wouldn't change anything at all 'cause my bad decisions, the chances I didn't take all the wrong turns and all my mistakes 'cause all my stumbles and all my falls they brought me here, here into your arms and if I could go back to change what went wrong I wouldn't change anything I wouldn't change anything at all and if I could decide wether to fall or fly I would fall again if you're with me in the end
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for as long as I can think I used to be an optimist thought things would improve slowly step by step 'No Future' never meant anything to me but now I find myself torn between fear and hope confidence and doubt anger and desperation going on and giving up the future may be unwritten but the plotlines are all set droughts, floods and wildfires* all lay ahead 'No Future' never meant anything to me but now I find myself torn between fear and hope confidence and doubt anger and desperation going on and giving up I know this sounds stupid and naive but I refuse to loose hope we are all in this together and every little step counts 'No Future' never meant anything to me but now I find myself torn between fear and hope confidence and doubt anger and desperation going on and giving up *and hunger, thirst, wars, diseases, pandemics,...

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Die restlichen Lieder, die ich dieses Frühjahr aufgenommen habe. Diesmal auf englisch.

Falls tatsächlich jemand Geld hierfür ausgeben möchte, alle Einnahmen werde ich an mission lifeline spenden.

Musik, "Gesang", Aufnahmen und Bilder: Jan Knopf

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released July 6, 2022

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